Wednesday, December 07, 2016

Pride and stuff

Saturday, December 3rd was Brendan's 24th birthday.  It would be a different birthday this year without Áine.  Ciara wouldn't be joining us as she had a choir performance at Whittier College that evening.  So when Krystal Emery, Director at Pet Prescription Team, asked that we attend the PPT Christmas Banquet we thought it would be a nice evening for Brendan.

Brendan got a haircut that morning and put on his holiday party best and off Mom and Dad and Brendan went to the First United Methodist Church in Whittier.

From the moment we started walking up the street from the parking lot to the Church, Brendan was warmly greeted by person after person who knew him and talked directly to him.  Brendan shook hands and smiled and realized the evening had something to do with his beloved therapy dog community.  He began to say "dog" repeatedly as we continued our walk.

When Brendan was a student at the Cleta Harder School at Help for Brain Injured Children (HBIC), therapy dogs visited his class (and Áine's) weekly.  Brendan has always been our family's St. Francis of Assisi.  Animals of any sort have been his "thing" since he was a wee lad.  He even used to leave nest materials for birds when he was little!  As he aged out of HBIC, he started at Emily's Place, the Adult Day Program under the umbrella of HBIC.  There he has been able to continue his relationship with PPT by helping run the dogs through obstacles courses every Wednesday.  Wednesday is by far Brendan's favorite day of the week.  He loves being with the dogs and clearly the PEOPLE of PPT and I can see why.

This is an association that had nothing to do with Mom and Dad until now. 

That night of 12/3/2016 I was able to see firsthand the respect those of PPT have for my son as a person of his own -- as someone who loves their dogs as much as they do.  To see him greeted and spoken to rather than at blew me away with pride.  And Brendan, too, was proud.  You could almost see his chest swell as person after person greeted him throughout the course of the evening and shared anecdotes of working with him.

The evening was filled with laughter and tears as various videos of PPT members were shared and awards given - both human and dog.  As a person who rather likes dogs, but it oh so afraid of them, the evening moved me.  I know how very much Brendan responds to animals and it was beautiful to see.  Áine  herself enjoyed many a visit with these wonderful creatures.

As the evening drew to a close there were four last awards.  Never in my wildest dreams did I expect to see my face on the screen and hear my name called.  I was blown away - even did some public ugly crying I'm afraid - by the surprising and I still feel undeserved acknowledgement from such a wonderful organization.  I am forever grateful for and humbled by the honor.  The joy the human and canine members of PPT have brought to my children is one of the greatest gifts I could ever receive.  The Rodeo Award is icing on the cake and don't ever doubt how very much it  means to me. 




Saturday, December 19, 2015

I am heartbroken.

Monday, December 07, 2015

I am sad today.  Maybe the world could just leave me alone for a while.

Sunday, November 15, 2015

Grieving



My baby girl died today.

My heart hurts and my arms literally ache with the need to touch her sweet face again, kiss her soft cheeks, and run my hands through her curly red hair.

I miss her desperately.

I know her spirit is all around, but I want it in that precious beautiful body that I long to hold again.  I wanted to scream at the morticians DO NOT TAKE HER FROM ME!  PLEASE DON’T TAKE HER AWAY!  Why can’t she just stay in her bed so I can see her whenever I want?

I didn’t expect that reaction.  And it’s excruciating.

I won’t see her smile or hear her laugh.

How lucky I am to be this girl’s momma.  To be chosen just for her was an honor I didn’t take lightly.  I brought a shining star to this earth.

Áine Clare Madigan
01/05/01 - 11/15/15


Sunday, March 29, 2015

Thursday, April 17, 2014

Father-Daughter Dinner Dance 2014



Legally Blonde: The Musical

Miss Ciara completed a triumphant run as Professor Callahan in Alverno High School's production of "Legally Blonde: The Musical!" earlier this month.  Auntie Kat flew out from KY to see her on Opening Night.






Wednesday, February 05, 2014

AHS Winter Formal

The theme for this year's Winter Formal was...
"An Evening Aboard the Titanic"

Here's hoping it wasn't the last evening aboard the Titanic. 

Boarding Pass

The Passenger

January 2014 - Random Shots

I hope to get more shots of Brendan in February.

Áine Clare rocking her Man in Black tee.

Smiling Áine waiting for school.

Auntie Ciara and Charlie at Charlie's big sis' 5th birthday party.

Ciara at Knott's Berry Farm on Momma's and Auntie Kat's all-time favorite ride!

January 2014 - AHS Winter Concert

Mid-January, the week before semester finals is not exactly the optimal time to have a Choral Concert, but the Harvest Concert slated for November was bumped to January.  It was a beautiful night of song.

Unfortunately, no pictures of Brendan as he had a very rough night :(

Hoping this works... Ciara singing
Ciara and Becky

Ciara and Jeanine

Ciara and BFF Adri

Ciara and BFF Adri

Áine post-concert

Filling in... Christmas 2013

Merry Christmas Eve from the Madigan kidlets!

Sunday, January 12, 2014

Filling in... November Fun 2013

Áine at OT in the ball tunnel.

Áine at the bowling alley.

Brendan and his OT wood burning.

Ciara and Dad at her first voice recital!

A drum recital one week followed by a voice recital the next.

Filling in... Ciara's 15th Birthday with family





Filling in... Ciara's 15th Birthday with friends





Filling in... Brendan's School Trip

Brendan and his friends went to Tanaka Farms to the petting zoo and to go pumpkin picking in October 2013.





Filling in... Halloween 2013

One of my favorite yearly pics.

Ciara and her girls dressed up as members of "The Breakfast Club" and won the group costume contest at school!

Dressed as a fairy for the Halloween Haunt at AHS.

As dressed up as my resident candy giver-outer gets.

Cindy Lou Who

Fillin in... Fall 2013

I did manage a First Day Back to School post, so this is what happened after that beautiful day...

Ciara went to the Quinceañera (at Luminaria's) of a very good friend of hers from elementary school.

In October 2013, Ciara participated in Inauguration at Alverno where she was sworn in as a Supreme Court Justice.



Also in October, Brendan and I attended Founders Day at Alverno.





Filling in... Summer 2013 - sibs