Wednesday, December 07, 2016

Pride and stuff

Saturday, December 3rd was Brendan's 24th birthday.  It would be a different birthday this year without Áine.  Ciara wouldn't be joining us as she had a choir performance at Whittier College that evening.  So when Krystal Emery, Director at Pet Prescription Team, asked that we attend the PPT Christmas Banquet we thought it would be a nice evening for Brendan.

Brendan got a haircut that morning and put on his holiday party best and off Mom and Dad and Brendan went to the First United Methodist Church in Whittier.

From the moment we started walking up the street from the parking lot to the Church, Brendan was warmly greeted by person after person who knew him and talked directly to him.  Brendan shook hands and smiled and realized the evening had something to do with his beloved therapy dog community.  He began to say "dog" repeatedly as we continued our walk.

When Brendan was a student at the Cleta Harder School at Help for Brain Injured Children (HBIC), therapy dogs visited his class (and Áine's) weekly.  Brendan has always been our family's St. Francis of Assisi.  Animals of any sort have been his "thing" since he was a wee lad.  He even used to leave nest materials for birds when he was little!  As he aged out of HBIC, he started at Emily's Place, the Adult Day Program under the umbrella of HBIC.  There he has been able to continue his relationship with PPT by helping run the dogs through obstacles courses every Wednesday.  Wednesday is by far Brendan's favorite day of the week.  He loves being with the dogs and clearly the PEOPLE of PPT and I can see why.

This is an association that had nothing to do with Mom and Dad until now. 

That night of 12/3/2016 I was able to see firsthand the respect those of PPT have for my son as a person of his own -- as someone who loves their dogs as much as they do.  To see him greeted and spoken to rather than at blew me away with pride.  And Brendan, too, was proud.  You could almost see his chest swell as person after person greeted him throughout the course of the evening and shared anecdotes of working with him.

The evening was filled with laughter and tears as various videos of PPT members were shared and awards given - both human and dog.  As a person who rather likes dogs, but it oh so afraid of them, the evening moved me.  I know how very much Brendan responds to animals and it was beautiful to see.  Áine  herself enjoyed many a visit with these wonderful creatures.

As the evening drew to a close there were four last awards.  Never in my wildest dreams did I expect to see my face on the screen and hear my name called.  I was blown away - even did some public ugly crying I'm afraid - by the surprising and I still feel undeserved acknowledgement from such a wonderful organization.  I am forever grateful for and humbled by the honor.  The joy the human and canine members of PPT have brought to my children is one of the greatest gifts I could ever receive.  The Rodeo Award is icing on the cake and don't ever doubt how very much it  means to me. 




Saturday, December 19, 2015

I am heartbroken.

Monday, December 07, 2015

I am sad today.  Maybe the world could just leave me alone for a while.

Sunday, November 15, 2015

Grieving



My baby girl died today.

My heart hurts and my arms literally ache with the need to touch her sweet face again, kiss her soft cheeks, and run my hands through her curly red hair.

I miss her desperately.

I know her spirit is all around, but I want it in that precious beautiful body that I long to hold again.  I wanted to scream at the morticians DO NOT TAKE HER FROM ME!  PLEASE DON’T TAKE HER AWAY!  Why can’t she just stay in her bed so I can see her whenever I want?

I didn’t expect that reaction.  And it’s excruciating.

I won’t see her smile or hear her laugh.

How lucky I am to be this girl’s momma.  To be chosen just for her was an honor I didn’t take lightly.  I brought a shining star to this earth.

Áine Clare Madigan
01/05/01 - 11/15/15


Sunday, March 29, 2015

Thursday, April 17, 2014

Father-Daughter Dinner Dance 2014



Legally Blonde: The Musical

Miss Ciara completed a triumphant run as Professor Callahan in Alverno High School's production of "Legally Blonde: The Musical!" earlier this month.  Auntie Kat flew out from KY to see her on Opening Night.